Shelley's Journal!

I am awesome. I got the awesomest dress today to wear on opening night. It is pink gingham with lace on the bottom and a little white bow at the top, just like my farmgirl costume. I saw it and I was like I need this right now. So I bought it. That dress is what makes me awesome. I also got a pair of sunglasses, a skirt, and a shirt. I like shopping :).

Austin's alternate ending for Gypsy:
powpow87: i have the alternate ending for gypsy
SweetDreamz724: ok
powpow87: alright so the last song is roses turn
powpow87: and so shes on the last note
SweetDreamz724: k
powpow87: but then the music stops and from the back of the theater mrs krause goes "sing out louisa! sing out!"
powpow87: and then mr k goes "who said that?!"
powpow87: and then we do the whole play again with a slightly different cast
powpow87: the end

I love it.

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: Sweet Home Alabama, I stole Lexi's cd of it from her car.

This is sooo true. I starred the ones that I relate to. Why? I don't know I just did.

You know you're from Northern VA if...
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*1. Speed limits are just suggestions
2. You take a major highway to school (95, 66,28, etc)
*3. You constantly complain about there being nothing to do, even though you are right next to DC
4. You have at least 2 friends who have no idea what their parents do because its "top secret" government work
*5. 50% of your senior class plans on going either to Mason, JMU, Tech or UVA
*6. When people ask where you're from, you tell them DC because its easier to explain
*7. You've never told someone you're from Virginia without putting "northern" in front of it
*8. When you and your friends get bored you all whip out your cell phones and start playing with them
*9. Its not actually tailgating unless your bumper is touching the car in front of you.
*10. A yellow light means at least 5 more cars can get through.
*11. A red light means 2 more can.
*12. It takes you 30 minutes to drive 10 miles
*13. Your local news is national news
*14. If you hear the word "sniper" one more time you're going to slap someone
*15. You actually know what the black boxes at stoplights are for
16. Even if your high school is only a year old, its already overcrowded
17. You have over 500 students in your graduating class
*18. Despite the fact that Virginia fought for the south in the Civil War, you are NOT, under ANY circumstances, a "southerner"
*19. You are friends with people from at least 2 other high schools
*20. You know at least 2 people who drive a mercedes, BMW, Lexus, etc.
21. The cars in the student parking lot are woth 3x those in the teacher parking lot.
*22. You are amused by visiting relatives who are actually excited to see Washington DC
*****23. You are amazed when you go out of town and the people at McDonalds speak english
*24. You can cross 4 lanes of traffic in under 30 seconds
*25. There are at least 3 malls within 20 minutes of your house
*26. There are at least 6 Starbucks within 20 minutes of your house
*27. You or someone in your family has a Smart Tag
*28. Homework/Extra credit for a class has been to visit a museum in DC
*29. When traveling, you have your choice of 3 airports
*30. You don't actually like the Redskins/Wizards (except when Jordan was playing)
*31. An inch of snow and you miss 3 days of school
*32. All the potholes just add a little excitement to your driving experience
***33. Stop signs mean slow down a little, but only if you feel like it
*34. A rich white kid driving a BMW while blasting rap music is a common occurance
***35. You call things "ghetto" even though in most of the rest of the country it'd be high class
36. You or most of your friends have a 3 car garage
37. You don't actually keep your cars in it.
38. When you were driving on the beltway at 2:13am on a Tuesday there was still traffic
39. Crown Victoria = undercover cop
*******40. A slow driver is someone who isn't going at least 10mph over the speed limit
*41. You understand the meaning of "If you don't get it, you don't get it"
*42. Subway is a fast food place. The transportation system is known as Metro, and only Metro
43. You've taken a wrong turn somewhere late at night and ended up in a bad part of DC(ex. anacostia)
*44. Most of Loudoun County is the "middle of nowhere"
*45. They just tore down the old farm house across the street and put 12 new houses in its place
*46. The word Hfstival actually means something to you
*47. Someone has honked at you because you didn't peal out the second the light turned green.
***48. You've honked at someone because they didn't peal out the second the light turned green.
*49. Rush hour lasts all day
50. For the cost of your house, you could own a small town in Iowa
*51. Helicopters and airplanes flying above your neighborhood is a normal occurance.
*52. 9:30 isnt just a time, its a place.
*53. If you stay on the same road long enough, it will eventually have 3 new names.
*54. You have to dial the area code to call your neighbor
55. You live 5 minutes from at least 2 high schools, but you go to one thats 30 minutes away.
*56. You know at least 3 alternate routes to avoid sitting at a stop light.
*57. You can't pull up to a 7-11 without seeing at least one cop, and usually there's another cop sitting not too far away.
*58. You refer to distances in minutes, not miles.
*59. When you put on your turn signal to change lanes, the people next to you speed up.
60. Talking on metro in the morning is prohibited

I am the world's best shopper. Period. I rule. Lexi and I picked out three awesome shirts for David in less than an hour. They were from three different stores, too. And I picked all three of them out, this is why I rock. My shopping skills come in handy sometimes.

Yeah, I'm ready to crash, I have tech in tomorrow and before that I'm baking cake with Lexi. Yay for cake!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Maroon 5

Today was probably like the bestest day ever! Know why? I DIDNT HAVE REHEARSAL!!! I have the whole afternoon to myself. Already I've gone tanning outside, rad a magazine, and watched tv. And its only like 5. Amazing.

I'm really excited because tonight my mom is taking me to the mall to pick up this prom dress I put on hold at Hechts yesterday. Its sooo pretty! It looks like Tinkerbell. Except its not that short, its longer. But everythign else is exactly like Tink's dress though. I didnt get it at the Disney Store, I got it at Hechts. I'm excited. Okay, yeah I have nothing to say.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Clay Aiken - Yup, I'm THAT cool.

South Beach diet: phase one, day two. It's not that I have an eating disorder, I eat. It's not that I have a big problem with my body, because I don't. Well, not that big. I think I am addicted to dieting. Well not really addicted, but I like the feeling of depriving myself and feeling hungry. It's such a thrill and an ego booster. Just the mere thought of dropping pounds and having my clothes be big on me then having to go shopping and buy smaller clothes is enough to make me want to like never eat carbs again. But that is unhealthy. Actually, I don't even like the South Beach diet, it blows majorly. But I like what it does, which is bad because it's probably not the healthiest diet. Last time I was on it, I ate less than 1000 calories a day. But I lost weight. Okay, I'm gonna stop obsessing now and move onto something else because everybody probably thinks I'm some freak. Well, their right so nevermind lol. Okay, so yeah, my academy audition is tomorrow. I still have to memorize my monologue and I haven't even practiced my song yet. Oh well. My voice teacher is running the auditions, so she knows what I can do. Wow, I'm such a slacker. Okay, yeah I guess I better go memorize that monologue so I can move on to starting my homework. But that will probably get pushed to like spanish class tomorrow. Again, SLACKER! Okay, whatever, nighty night.

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: nothing

I feel like such a bitch. I am a bitch. Yet, I can't bring myself to not be a bitch. Well, maybe its not so much bitchiness. I'm one of those people who thinks they can ignore their problems and then it will go away. Well, I've learned many a time, whether my problem be trigonometry or people, that ignoring it doesn't make it any better. It doesn't make it worse, it just doesn't do anything. So maybe I'm just a coward. No, I guess not because I'm not trying to bring myself to do anything or accomplish any goals. Well, at least not really. I guess my goal would be to not ignore my problems because I know they won't go away if I ignore them. I'm simply trying to be a good person. But obviously I can't do that, all I can do is be a bitch. Well, if that's what I am, then that's what I am.

Anyway, I had so much fun tonight. And I made caramel from scratch. It was good too. After making my very own caramel, I can do anything. I feel like such a woman, all I did today was bake. Cookies, then brownies, then caramel, then muffins. I like baking, though, I have no problem staying in the kitchen where I belong. Haha jk jk.

Yeah, so I have to give a sermon tomorrow at church for youth sunday. I haven't written it yet. I know what I'm talking about, and I have all my notes and everything, but I still am not sure how I'll articulate it. Oh well, I'm good at winging things.

Yeah, so I think I'll go to bed now. I'm like falling asleep. Goodnight.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Rooney

I GOT MY PURSE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY DAY HAPPY DAY!

Yeah, I just got back from CVS. I spent like an hour there. I never knew that deciding on the perfect toothpaste took so long. Same with shampoo. I just have to make sure that I'm getting exactly what I want to get. Here's everything I bought:

toothpaste
shampoo (that was 75% off!)
lip gloss (to replace what I had in my purse)
milk
some stuff called BeneFiber for my mom
Altoids for my dad
gum for my mom
gum for me
a new razor because it was cheaper than razor heads
shaving cream

Yup, that's what I bought. I can't wait until tomorrow. Because that means its the weekend. Yay! Okay, well I have a bit of a headache and I need to do homework and I don't have anything else to say so yeah, ummmm bye.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Joss Stone....amazing.

Today was good. I found out that I'm gonna get most of my stuff back. I know my car keys at least. I hope my liscence too. That makes me happy.

Yeah, um I don't really have much to talk about. How sad! I'm really excited for this weekend though...I might go to Maryland on Friday ;) but maybe not if rehearsal runs late. But maybe, I will have to discuss with Lindsay. And then on Saturday I am going to Adam and Peter's birthday party. I'm catering desserts for those who aren't aware. Let me just say be prepared for teh best desserts you've ever had, I'm going all out...but I won't say what I'm baking...it will be a surprise :D.I'm excited.

Okay, I don't really have anything else to say, I don't really feel like describing my day because it was rather boring and nobody cares like what I ate for breakfast (which was Frosted Shredded Wheat by the way). So yeah, I'm gonna go do like 5 minutes of homework then watch the OC because it is going to be AMAZING tonight!
Alright, buhbye.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: None...I like never listen to music anymore...how sad.

I really should be doing my super long HOA reading log right now since I am in seminar tomorrow, but NAH, I feel like procrastinating. Yeah, so I didn't really start out the week with a bang. Well I kind of did. It was an eventful day. I'll start with the bad points. Well, there is only one bad point.
At rehearsal like everyones stuff got swiped by some bitch who used to go to marshall. Mine was the only purse stolen so I lost a lot of stuff. Here is a list of what was in my purse:
cell phone
car keys
house key
drivers liscence
debit card
$6 cash (you're probably like okay big deal, but it was my spending money for the week and I have nothing else at all and I cant get money from the bank since iI had to cancel my debit)
my lifeguard certification
Mom's CVS card
my library card (hey, I miss it..I'm a nerd)
my favorite lip gloss
my favorite pen
my gum that my mommy bought me yesterday
some trash
my grade from IB theatre

I cancelled my debit and my cell phone, but I still wish I had my stuff. If I ever find that bitch...

Anyway, on a lighter note, there was some good in my day. It was nice and warm out! And I gave my oral presentation in english today and it went really well. I was the first out of like everyone to go so that means mondo extra credit. Yes, I just said mondo, how cool am I? But, yeah everyone told me I did a good job and Mr. VZ complimented me, so that made me happy. I guess I'm not a total failure at this whole school thing. Alright, well I'm going to go to bed now, I've had a long day and I'm tired. Screw homework, I don't care enough about that article to stay up late and get it. I need sleep, it's been a long day. Nighty night.

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Sugarcult....amazing.

Yeah, I'm really tired because I just got home. But I feel like writing anyway. I think I'll just list what i did yesterday and today since that is the only thing I have to talk about and it's all I eer do anyway. Wow, I'm boring. Okay, well maybe I'll think of something to talk about and make my summary of friday and saturday short. Yes, I think I will.
Okay Friday: school, thought I didn't have rehearsal but I did, I was stuck there until six fuckign thirty. Then mall with Elif, Ryan, David. Then Elif's to prepare for oral. Then to Coldstone like I promised Jeff. That was the highlight of my night. Jeff taught me a Coldstone song so I could sing with him when I went, so when we got there, he told his manager what we were doing so his manager got his camera and let me go behind the counter and he taped Jeff and I singing and dancing together. It was awesome. Then he made us do another song. Then for doing that, Elif and I both got free ice cream and I was offered a job there. I think I just might have to take them up on that offer, they said I could do like one or two days a week, lol. But yeah, making a fool of yourself in public pays off. So after Coldstone, back to Elifs, then home, then to bed.
Now Saturday: woke up, prepared for oral, went to school, gave my oral. I kicked its ass, I covered everything I needed to cover in exactly 20 minutes, it was awesome. Then I drove Jon home, went home, ate breakfast, took a nap, layed on my patio in my bathing suit, went to dance, took a shower, did nothing, went to church to rehearse for childrens day tomorrow, went home, ate dinner, went to lindsay's, went to jessica's, went to Quogue concert with them and Katie Usher and Vanessa. Watched Quogue, watched Sugarcolt. Both were awesome. Drove home with the Usher's, stopped at McDonalds on the way, got dropped off at Jessica's to get my car and take Lindsay home, got home 45 minutes after curfew. My mom was chill so it was ok. Then I came in here and started writing. So yeah that was my day.
Okay, so I was gonna talk some more, but I'm tired so I think I'll sleep. Goodnight!

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Ringing ears from concert...

When I ate breakfast this morning, I realized that my cereal is not Smacks it is Golden Crisp. It was bugging me as to which it was. I'm glad I know now.

So today was just a day. I just got back from Giant because I was doing some quick grocery shopping for my mother. She gave me the debit card so she said I could get something for myself too. Let's see, here was the list: Cat food, dog food, tuna fish, milk, strawberries, bread, then something for my lunch. I chose some Sprinklin's yougurt and a big ass bag of SWEDISH FISH. Yeah, Sprinklin's is the best yogurt in the world, and Swedish Fish are just amazing. One time over the summer I bought a huge box of them...they had like 2,000 fishies in them. It was gone in like 3 days. Oooooh I love them!

Yup, so I have nothing to say. 45 more days of school! My goodness, I can't wait until summer. I'm so done with school, I need a break.

Okay, yeah I gotta go do some homework now so yeah. I just realized that I say "so" and "yeah" like in every sentence I say. How sad! Yeah, oh well.

Current Mood: full
Current Music: Incubus

Breathe! It's over, I didn't miss much, only the first 23 minutes. All the good stuff happens after the first 23 minutes anyways. Okay, so yeah where was I?
Oh, before I finish my super exciting day (by that I mean boring...well it wasn't boring but it's not really something to go into with as much detail as I am but now that I've started I have to finish because I've paid so much attention to the beginning of the day so I can't totally neglect the end of the day!). Yeah, so what I was going to say was before I finish my day, I wanted to correct myself on something I wrote earlier: When I was getting dressed, I put on some socks too. I read over what I wrote before and I was like "ew people are going to think I put on my sneakers without putting on socks! But yeah, I put on my red Mickey Mouse socks. Wow, all that just to mention a pair of socks. Okay, on with my story!

So yeah, rehearsal. I got there all ready to dance and stuff, but then I found out that we were ony singing and that made me happy. So after I sang my stuff, I got to go. I was also happy because I got to leave an hour early so I got to go to my tap class. So after I got home, I got right back into the car and went to tap. It was really easy because we were just choreographing another dance for recital. We are doing it to It's Raining Men and I'm so excited its gonna be awesome! So, after I got back from tap, I walked in my door, then my mom called me and told me her and my dad were at Chipotle because they were having some Stenwood fundraiser there. She said they left a note on my windsheild while I was at dance (Cuppett is like 2 feet away from Chipotle). Then I realized that that note was probably what I saw flying off of my windsheild when I turned my wipers on. So I got back in the car and went to Chipotle. I got a burrito. I gave it to my dad after like 3 bites. I don't like Chipotle anymore. I like had an orgasm over the first time I ate there, but now I don't like it. So then we went home. Then I went online and started updating then I realized the OC was on so I watched the OC and then I came back in here and finished updating. Yeah, that was my day. I wrote a lot for just a normal everyday day. Oh well. There is nothing wrong with that. Ryan brought up the point that I don't write in paragraphs, though. That is because I do not believe in them. This is all one thought. Just a rather long one. Paragraphs are stupid. Yeah, so I'm gonna go to bed now. Goodnight!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: nooooone

So I don't really have that much to write about. So here is what I did today:

First, I woke up, I didn't really want to and I tried to push snooze one extra time but then I realized I wouldn't have time if I layed in bed for nine extra minutes. So after I got up, I went into the bathrooma nd took a pee, took out my retainer like the nerd that I am...yes I STILL wear my retainer every night after having a metal-free mouth for 4 years, haha then I washed my face. Then I went into my room and put on some clothes. I was feeling really lazy so I just put a tee shirt and a sweatshirt over the tank top i slept in and threw on a pair of jeans and some sneakers. Then I put my hair up and tied a blue ribbon in it to match my sweatshirt. Then I went into the kitchen and had a bowl of Golden Crisp. Well maybe they were Smacks. Whatever, they are both exactly the same thing just one is a frog and I think the other is a bear. I think it's a frog. This is going to annoy me now...is the Smacks dude a frog? I'm pretty sure. Okay, why do I care? Yeah so after that, I brushed my teeth and put on some make up becuase even though I dressed like a bum, I still have to look presentable dont I? So after that I got my stuff together and called Lexi to tell her I didn't need a ride because I had the car. Then I got into the car and drove to school. When I got to school, I got a good parking place even though I was pretty late and that made me happy. I saw Jordan as I was walking in so we walked in together but I went to chorus while she went to like anthro or something upstairs. So I went to chorus and sat there and listened to Mrs. East talk about the trip that I'm not going on tomorrow until 7:45 then we had a tornado drill so I sat in the hall for a while. Then we sang Kissed By A Rose which is a really pretty song and it was stuck in my head for the rest of the day. Then at 9:50 it was field trip time so I met everyone in the lobby and we got on buses to go to Gettysburg. I sat next to Lindsay in the window seat and Kate and Julia sat across from us. Lindsday and I had some very interesting conversations...haha. Yeah, then we got there and had the tour with a wacko crazy tour guide who reminded me of Will Ferrell's Harry Carey on SNL. He was entertaining though. My least favorite part of the trip was having to get out of the bus occasionally to go and see things close up because it was really cold and everyone froze. My favorite part of th trip was every time we got back onto the bus. My other favorite part was after we were done with the tour, we had lunch. Lindsay, Kate, Jordan, and I sat and ate at Friendly's. I had a mint chocolate chip milkshake, and a hotdog with fries. I've had a hotdog every day this week...I think I'm addicted. Yeah, so anyway, then Ryan came and we were bending spoons. I felt bad for bending mine because Friendly's needs their silverware so I bent mine back. Then we got on the bus and left. I put my headphones in and slept the whole way back. Then we got back at 3:50 and I thought that we were dancing at rehearsal, so I floored it home to get my dance clothes and to go pee because peeing at home is just so much more comfortable than peeing at school. So yeah I got to school at like 4:19 for my 4:15 rehearsal but we hadnt started yet so I was okay...I floored it in my car though I was so afraid I'd get pulled over. It is these times that my road rage is at its worst. I screamed at all the cars that got in front of me because they were in my way and wherever they were going probably wasnt as improtant as me being on time for my rehearsal so they should have just let me pass. But life is the way it is, not the way it should be. If only I were king of the world HOLY SHIT THE OC IS ON AND IM MISSING IT ILL FINISH LATER

Current Music: BOYS by Britney Spears...it was the only thing in my stereo

I feel so blah. I hate school. I'm so sick of rehearsing for this stupid show. I have so much homework to do that I should have done earlier. I'm just in a blah mood. The sad thing is I don't even care about any of this right now. It's not that I don't care even, I don't feel anything about it. I don't really feel anything about anything right now. I guess I'm just a little pissed. I don't know why. Maybe its the crappy weather, maybe its because Spring break just ended. Who knows. I'm just pissy right now. I have to go to ballet though, I'll write more later while I'm procrastinating doing my english.

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: NOTHING

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Weirdo Jesus Lovers are out to get me!!!!! I'll get to that in a sec.

So anyway, the past few days have been good. Let's see, yesterday, I went to Payless with my mom in the morning and she bought me some flip flops. Then I went to my friend Mallary's house to work on a song we have to sing together for Children's Day at our church. It's really gay. They don't have enough kids so the director lady talked her and I into being in it. We are "rummor weeds" and we sing a song with New York accents and then get sprayed with weed killer by the little kids. I think the best thing anyone has said about this came from Austin who asked me if I had been preparing for my role be doing a lot of gardening. I thought that was hilarious, although I suggested smoking some weed to become one with my character. I wouldn't do that though lol. So anyways, yeah, where was I? Oh, yeah so after we sang our weed song, I picked up Katie and we drove to Austin's for a breakfast house call. I made my famous pancakes, Katie made her specialty, waffles with peanut butter and chocolate chips, and Austin sat there and watched us. Well, he gave us some Dunkaroos. Taylor came and ate, too. Then we talked Austin into making some hashbrowns so he did and we all ate them. That was a lot of food. We were very full. Then after that, I came home, put on a pair of shorts and went to Lindsay's where we were going to work on our extra credit physics project. We have certain days though, where we just dont function and we're like "nope, it's not gonna happen today". It was one of those days. So instead we took a four mile walk on the bike trail. It was nice. It's hilarious, Ms. (or Dr, whatever) Figuerweirdo assigns this extra credit project where we have to come up with our own Rube Goldberg thing and plan it and everything. So Lindsay and I decide we'll do it together so we come inthe next day and she goes to us, "I have a plan that you two can use". So basically she gave us the project. We were like "okay cool". Haha everyone else has to like actually think. It's a good thing she likes us. Yeah, so after Lindsay's house, I went home and took a shower and then ate dinner with my parents. It was the first dinner I've eaten at home since the Wednesday before the break. That's crazy. After dinner, I went to Kelly's house and Kelly, Adam, Jon, Ryan, and Kelly's friend Laura all went to Coldstone to get ice cream. It was yummy! And they sang to me so I danced. After that we went back to Kelly's. Then when Kelly kicked us out we went to Kinko's. Well, we drove to Kinko's but ended up at Tower where I bought my Rooney cd. Then I went home and stayed up until 2 doing absolutely nothing. Why? Because I can. Then today I woke up at like 11:30 and ate breakfast as well as lunch. Then I went to the library and to my surprise there was an empty cubicle. You see, I have this thing for the little cubicles at Pimmit library. I sit at them and do my homework because it's like the only place where I don't get ditracted. But usually I get there and all 12 cubicles are taken. So I put my stuff down at a table and patrol the cubicle area. I do a lap around it every 5 minutes to see if anyone has left. Sometimes I get my cubicle, sometimes I get frustrated and leave. I have a strange attachment to these little cubicles, I compare myself to the yellow fish from Finding Nemo who is paranoid about the bubbles. The sad thing is that its a really realistic comparison. So, yeah, when I got to the library it was pretty crowded and I expected the cubicles to be all filled up, but there was one there waiting for me and it like made my day. So I did some homework, I got a lot done. But then when I was reading, I thought I was gonna fall asleep so I decided to go home and take a nap like a lazy bum. I went home, but I didnt take a nap. I went to the mall with Katie instead because she had to return a skirt to H&M. But when we got to H&M, the line was really really really long and we didn't feel like waiting forever to return her skirt. So we walked to Nordstrom and shopped. Since I only had a dollar though, I just looked. I didn't even try anything on because I thought it might make me depressed. I wasn't sad that I wasn't buying anything, though, there wasn't really anything that I felt I absolutely needed. I don't think I've ever experienced this before while shopping. Usually there's always something I think I need so much that I'll die if I don't get it. But yeah, after Katie bought a shirt and a pair of flip flops (which she took home and realized she didn't like haha) she dropped me off at my house. Then I got ready to go to Reston Town Center. I picked up Kira and we met Katie, her bf Griffin, Jane, Bonnie, and Jess at Cosi. I got lost on the way there, I couldn't find the restaurant even though I was there on Wednesday. But we got there. I got a sandwich and then we made s'mores. It was cool, we sat at the table and roasted the marshmallows. I liked. So then when we were done I left to go and meet Adam, Ryan, Drew, and Mercedes because Adam had called earlier. They were at Starbux so I told them I'd meet them there. This is where it gets weird. So I get to Starbucks, I walk in, and the four of them are over at the couch talking to some strange people. I go and sit down just to realize that the lady who is talking is preaching about Jesus and holding a bible in her hands. I, having just walked in, thought it was hilarious and random so I started to crack up, I could barely control my laughter...I was like having a spasm on the couch. And the weirdo next to me was staring at me and I couldn't figure out who he was so I just examined my fingernails. This lady was having fun debating Jesus with Adam, she was all into it with her bible and everything. It wasn't long before I realized that everyone in the Starbucks was a Jesus junkie. They like flocked around us and were inviting us to some rock concert church. Yeah right, like I wanna be one of those weirdos! So then the Starbucks people had to literally turn the lights off to get everyone to leave. When everyone finally got up, I sprinted to my car, I didn't want to be approached by a scary bible person. It's not like I'm not religoius, because I am, it's just I get intimidated when people walk around preaching and trying to convince people of things. I'm pretty sure they already decided I'm going to hell though. I walk in there in a short skirt like a skank and start laughing at them. Maybe that's why they didn't talk to me. If they had talked to me, I would have said I worship Satan. They'd probably have a heart attack. Correction: the little Jesuses that they said were standing inside their hearts would have heart attacks. So yeah, I went home after that. I was too frazzled by all this heaven and Jesus talk to do anything else. So yeah, here I am. Wow, I'm chatty tonight. Okay, yeah I have nothing else to say now. I think I'll go. Damn, I wrote a lot. Happy Easter tomorrow!

Current Mood: scared
Current Music: ROONEY!!!!!!!

Yeah Cinderella is the best.

I really think I have a compulsive spending problem. At the beginning of the school year I had so much money! I had like $1000. Now I have like $200. Total. Like in my savings account. And I have $1 in cash. Up until today, I didn't have any money in my wallet. My parents gave me $15 tonight, then I spent $5 of it on ice cream, and I bought a cd for $9. Now I have no money again. And I have to pay for voice lessons that I've already taken too. Hmm...where does all the money go? I mean yeah, I have spent a lot of it on clothes and cds...but it just seems to go so fast! Oh well. I like the cd I bought and I'm glad I bought it. Besides, I get $20 a week for allowance. My parents owe me $5. That can get me through until next weekend can't it? Well, maybe not, but I'm going to my grandparents for Easter. They always give me money. I'm sure I can get at least $10 out of them. Wow, listen to me, I'm greedy! Okay, I think I'll save my money from now until I start working. Well no, I'm gonna set a realistic goal. I am going to save my money until I have enough to go shopping. I think that sounds good enough!

Yeah, so anyway Spring Break is technically over. Now all thats left is the weekend. That makes me so sad! I have a lot of homework to do too. I've been too busy for homework. Friends are so much more important. But yeah, I have like five million things to read. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow. Reading doesn't cost money and it will pass time so I wont have any time to spend money. Yeah, good plan. Okay yeah, I think I'll go to bed now. Nighty night!

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Rooney - I bought it tonight...it rocks!

Wow, I've been so busy this week! Let's see:
Friday-Sunday: North Carolina
Sunday night: Chilled with a bunch of people at Coleman's house
Monday: Rehearsal, then to Starbucks with Ryan, David, and Jon, ran into Drew and Adam, ended up at Jon's for the night making pancakes for all the boys
Tuesday: Rehearsal, then out to the movies with Jordan and Lindsay
Wednesday: Rehearsal, ended up walking home...Katie picked me up on Idylwood, then went out with a bunch of people to Reston Town Center. I fell in love. Three times. If only I had $300 to buy the three bathing suits I fell in love with. Lol then later had a sleepover with Katie and Kira
Today: Doing to homework thing at home for a while, not exactly sure what I'm doing tonight, but I feel like partying so I think that's what I'll do.
Tomorrow: Making pancakes for Austin.
Thats all I know so far.
Yeah, I love spring break. It rocks. Okay I need to finish my homework now. And by that I mean read the same sentence in my book over and over again.

Oh, and Drew, I will add you to my friends once I figure out how. I have like 2 friends lol

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: None, how sad!

I love spring break.